i finished the book "eat, pray, love". I choose this book because i have the "loss" feeling as the author experienced in the very beginning of the book, a divorced thirty sth woman. She can find her way out, through a very hard and dark road.

" Do you think there's any way humans can love each other with out complications? "

there is always a road to go maybe... it's only our choice....

It's sunny today with blue sky and white cloud. I was called to ask whether i want a day off at this nice weekend or not. I still can't think of anything i can do by myself or anyone i want to meet. I only want to be alone ... i got so many feeling in my head: failure, loss, anger, guilty, shame.....

but i look upon the sky to find God... HE is my only one to rely on.....