愛, 一直都在

今日第一次近距離感受到小動物同小孩子那純真無邪的心, 發自內心的雀躍同抱在懷中的溫暖..... 我的心其實是好震撼的! 天父造萬物同造人的原意本是這樣....

“我實在告訴你們：你們若不回轉，變成小孩子的樣式，斷不得進天國。 (太18:3)

i wish ... you are all the best there...
i wish ... God cue our broken heart...
i wish ... God will dry my tears in heart...
i wish ... God forgive all my sins, selfishness and fault i made all the time...
i wish ... i will feel the joy in the Christmas time...

cold...

feel very weak these two weeks
many things happened

father's sickness and operation
my birthday
presentation
man kit's loss in hiking
lack of rest
tones of work
lonely feeling that was totally because of my selfish fault

i can't stand it anymore

自找的

I just can't stop my sorrow, saddness, and tears.
Miss u and our happy time.
I am facing some difficulty and I need you around.
What can I do?
Jesus, what can I do?

Why? Why u had the first idea to separate? Why u do not just let me to by your side ? I know I don't know how to love, how to take care of people around me. Why we lose our confidence and love? Jesus, please tell me why.

From candy , weeping on bed